enjoy.

i want to go back on holiday. it was warm there. and they didnt judge those in brightly coloured harem trousers. (:

its raining. and i havent done a text-based post (which wasnt a rant) in a while. we have a dressing up day this friday for halloween. and i am baffeled. i honestly have no idea what to go as and im cutting it pretty late. its not really a scary halloween dress up day. more just odd. some people are going as babies, pokemon characters. and my friend is going as a slushied gleek (: i was thinking victorian girl but thats a tad dull. although. we already know next dressing up day (children in need i think) we will go as the power puff girls (: provided we can persuade the third member.
um. um. i have 96 new songs (: im so pleased. my sisters friend burned a HUGE cd for us. i am yet to conquer the pile of music. but its all really good so far. full of arctic monkeys, ad/dc, the kooks and random bands shes found. i truely love her.
the title: i dont know if youve seen the knew 'dirty little liars' advert on viva? its so good. but creepy. its the eery music with the beautiful girls faces. then a scar appears on their forehead/cheek/eyelids saying 'theif' or 'liar'. youtube them. they are so good. and the backing song is really creepy.

                                                                                                                            thatsall.

im a wreck and nobody cares. i hate being surrounded at the moment. seems dramatic. its not. i just want to sit and play guitar and listen to music and eat and write and draw. i dont want to have to listen to other peoples problems. that sounds so selfish. but its all i seem to do. and i dont even think im considered as a good listener. just need people to let me cry in a hole for a bit. they think i dont feel anything.

scare me.
keep me on my toes.
and leave me trailing after you.